Today, in church, one of our ministers preached a sermon titled "A Leap in the Mud". The story from the Bible can be found in John 9:1-12. It's the story of the blind man who Jesus healed by taking his saliva and dirt and making mud. Jesus applied the mud to the blind man's eyes and then asked him to go the sea and wash the mud off. When the man did so, he could see perfectly. Jesus healed him. Why did Jesus not just cure the man straight away? Why did he ask the man to go to the river to wash off the mud? I wonder...
When I was in college at Mercer University, I was lucky enough to be in the college choir. Justine, one of the girls in our choir was blind. I would see her across campus leaning on a friend, walking with a cane, or being led by a guide dog and I felt so sorry for her. I wondered if she was always blind. I marveled at how she was able to take classes, get to church, and have a normal college life.
One Christmas, our Mercer choir performed Handel's Messiah at the Grand Opera House in Macon. The house was packed. When it came time for Justine to sing her solo, another choir member led her to the microphone. Justine looked so fragile and frail standing on that enormous stage. She stood there for a moment waiting. Every eye in the house was on her. I know I was holding my breath and imagine most everyone was right there with me.
She began to sing and it was as if an angel had descended from Heaven to deliver a message to us. We were mesmerized. I remember thinking, God gave Justine this beautiful voice so that people could see and feel His love. It was humbling for me. In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, I was and will be forever changed.
Since that time, I've had opportunities to see Handel's Messiah again and again. Every time I hear it, I close my eyes during the performance. It helps me remember Justine and the way I felt when I heard her sing. In my temporary blindness, I truly listen way down deep with my heart. Distractions fade away. I'm like the blind man walking to the river hoping that the mud applied to my eyes by Jesus might finally wash off my blindness.
In Isaiah 35:6, it says "Then the eyes of the blind shall be opened, and the ears of the deaf shall be unstopped." If we are able to see that God is perfect in his love for us, then haven't we opened our eyes to an all powerful, all knowing, and completely merciful God.
My days of college are long past, but the Justine moments remind me that I have the choice to be able to experience and see God's love every day. It makes me so joyful to think of His grace allowing the blinders to be removed from our eyes. Maybe Jesus put the mud on the man's eyes so he would have to travel to the sea trusting that God would show him the path. That God has the map and we just have to believe he will guide us to where we need to travel. Justine knew that when she sang her solo - she had to trust God to give her strength to live each day in complete darkness. Now, it is my turn to trust that He can lead me to where my eyes shall be opened.
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